I lived trapped in my horizons
No chances in my world.
An existence I've lost in this room
I fell somewhere and I still don't know (where)
Mama cried in the night, she couldn't stand it, not at all
I was so far away from home,
Fallen in love with a still-don't-know-who
I've never seen her at all but the pain has come
I've never touched her at all but she tore me apart
And the love turned into hatred and the hatred turned into hope
Couldn't see the demon behind the eyes and the hell where I was lying
What have you created now? Blade's marks will never disappear
Those nights we've passed until the dawn
Have gone because of we-still-don't-know-who
I've never seen her at all but the pain has come
I've never touched her at all but she tore me apart
I lived trapped in my horizons
I've been lying down in hell
As confident as a foolish can
I was holding the coils around my neck
And it's been the hell, the pain, the heaven, the shame
I've been wrong and right with no one to blame
The soul we sold for these precious mind ravings
They'll never come back
We're the children of a rape
The lies, the blood, the broken bones
Your veins have their price, and I've got mine
With your lust-mask you were my beautiful muse
You
The freakiest whore that I've never known
The nights, the days, the moments you've taken
I've lost those years, I will never replace them
Cut your arms baby butcher as you've done with my soul
It's been the hell, the pain, the heaven, the shame
The nights, the days, the moments you've taken
I will curse your eyes forever and ever and more
I lived trapped in my horizons
I've been lying down in hell
As confident as a foolish can
I was holding the coils around my neck
My neck