Scattered particles shift and stir to create a glimpse A pessimistic view of reality Recollections of lamentable antiquities Bestowed within by an arcane energy For an understanding of my true self Seeking connections and validity All for what now Rituals of mannerisms determine the outcome Temptations of instant gratification Sweet in the moment, but leading to stagnation Everyday I wake up then scrutinize this foul abomination What will suffice The monotony of acceptance Seeking stimulation and evolution through physical and mental craving Necronym A dead soul damned to live in this godforsaken world Leave me to rot and be consumed What will suffice The monotony of acceptance Seeking stimulation and evolution through physical and mental craving Recollections of lamentable antiquities Bestowed within by an arcane energy For an understanding of my true self All for what now Rituals of mannerisms determine the outcome Temptations of instant gratification Sweet in the moment, but leading to stagnation Everyday I wake up then scrutinize this foul abomination