The apogee has been reached
Materialization of severance
A spawning rupture
No more can I see your face or experience the warmth from your embrace
Left helpless to carry on without the presence of your grace
Never imagined this fate
Presumption blinding me from the causticity
No! This can't be true, I knew it (how?)
I felt it from when we touched
Acceptance of denial doesn't come naturally
This world is mine and I decide when it is time to sever the ties
Inner conscience attempts to break through my over inflated ego
Where did it come from?
What was was the trigger?
The reason is clear, but I choose to ignore
And consume the liquid that will always be there for me
My sole priority in this world of shit
The closest I will get to revel in my sickness
Continuing to imbibe in my collection
Pertinent to my Paralytic Completion
There is no other method of distraction
There's nothing left to lose
I've become a victim to the Ritualistic Sanctum
What started as flourishment has left me to diminish
I feel my insides
They're convoluting, perplexing
How much can my body possibly take from this
"Enough, it doesn't matter"
The apogee has been reached
No more can I see your face or experience the warmth from your embrace
Still I crave you
How could there be another to replace
I will save you, now let me inside
Left helpless to carry on without the presence of your grace
Never imagined this fate
Presumption blinding me from the causticity
No! This can't be true, I knew it (how?)
I felt it from when we touched