Remembering that day it took control over me The void you've left inside is tearing me apart I'm sick of struggling; I'm tired of trying Dependence is ruining my days Pain has broken every part of me On my grieving heart comes a painful sight It is too late for me to be saved I can't explain what is happening to me Prisoner of this addiction I've let it distort my perception Cancer or cure, relief has a price If it kills me, I'm ready to die I am reckless holding my fears Lost in sadness drowning in tears One more time leaving away from past Sinking in a state of mind that would not last Those thousand memories I won't forget Trapped me in this room with my regrets Another shot until my time escapes, I'm self-destructive Give me another shot, before I got crazy again I'm sick of being unable to fight demons in my head I am tired of looking for those answers This addiction is ruining my days Pain has broken every part of me On my grieving heart comes a painful sight Cancer or cure, relief has a price If it kills me, I'm ready to die I am reckless holding my fears Lost in sadness drowning in tears Forever in my blood until we meet again