Abominable imagery floating above me Visions of the dreadful never seen My inner sanctum dies and grins in glee I dearly refuse to follow maxims Therefore I've placed my body in isolation Departed from all I've ever known I cut the bond between nemesis and relation A snowfall in this mental winterland So hungry this blizzard must be I cannot fathom that which covers me A mental ledge on fire A maze of barriers Close to the outmost edge Stands my gallery of embarrassing characters The stars are written in misery As they so profoundly spell the word forlorn They are my comfort and destiny Pierced by reality my lifeline ripped and torn My mental recluse and isolation Is whatever little hope that still remains Spiritual fixed asphyxiation A chokehold conjoined with inner chains In my heart the summer has died There will be no more vitality I am the tundra, I am forever winter I remember when there was a warmth Mental meadows of mirth and innovation But now my soul has shed it's leaves Utterly stripped of my dignity Left in spiritual asphyxiation I slowly balance upon this ledge As the dancing flames of devastation licks my soul So close to falling, close to the edge The perplexing sense of loosing self-control As I go down into the unknown There's a multitude of characters I liberate King and deceiver, thief and crone They're a part of me and what my psyche generate Winter keeps calling, beckoning me An ageless eternal, cold and dark December Memories drying out from my corpus Characters cling to death, yet still dares to remember My vision's fading with mind and time In the end my body withers down and dies A mental breakdown in polar clime No more characters alive as I have lost all allies The fire's burning in every vein As I write these memoirs in total desperation Into remembrance, yet all in vain As there's no escape from spiritual asphyxiation