Reflecting on my life, think I'm losing my damn mind My inner demons got hands, that's a mean right Uppercuts, hooks, jabs Yeah, some hard strikes Ain't no way I'm gonna win this unfair fight They know me better than I know myself Dwelling on the worst knowing it ain't good for my health I'm nothing but a living travesty When will it seize? My anxiety, this fucking disease has got me spiraling everyday I'm in my own way I am not okay but there's only me to blame Disaster is upon us Therebellion of hell There's no way An insect like you Can get away from this I promised you no issue But stay up till your dawn I'm a seed in the garden of gloom where the flowers never bloom