I had it all Only thinking, I would have more Letting go of the knot This chain of desire I wanted for so long Waited for as I grew All the nights spent with a grasp Only to watch you wash away Wishing for something like you As the sky goes from night to day Remembering if I had made the right choice Only self-doubt consumes this body of mine Fires burn within like a captured moment in time If the past played in a different way Who knows the man I would be today Where did I go I left this bond Of the only person that I grew to know I'm wishing for a new start Watching you waste away had only left me torn apart I wanted more Skies are turning gray I thought I moved on and started better days Thought the reasons where good enough Left with it all but you astray Knowing nothing that was coming my way It seems my ideas have got the best of me Leaving me cold and lonely This mind flustered and torn Between the world and the world I loved My head held tall when my back turned away from you I realize what I did wrong Wondering now if I ever knew what I had The action was easy to accept at first I would take it like the ocean does the sky The distance can't keep me apart The memories bring me right back to the fucking start TO THE FUCKING START I thought I would have more Then watching you wash away I HAD IT ALL