Return to me My deepest love Restore the stars I dreamt of Restore the stars There's only ever been A single way that I felt seen Breaking down my life and sifting through the strife Collecting and building a sample of my grief Falling into disbelief I've never felt alive without a meaning I had to lose my way to find the feeling Stuck in a procession My feet were nailed to the floor Inertia filled my chest I had nothing left You buried my dreams Buried them with me But I clawed through the dirt Fed my nails the fucking earth Broke through the surface Holding tight my only purpose There's only ever been A single way that I felt seen Breaking down my life and sifting through the strife Collecting and building a sample of my grief Falling into disbelief I've never felt alive without a meaning I had to lose my way to find the feeling You stitched my mouth shut and drowned me out I was never yours But I was never myself either I was never yours You bent and broke but I never left I wish I had