I'm the disease I am the cancer that's eating me Eating me Down on my knees Reeling in disbelief Searching for answers that always seem So out of reach Did I ever have a choice in this? Now all that I am left with is Disdain Myself and my selfish ways Left to reflect on the choices that Made me this way Paralyzed Suffering inside my shell I recognize the truth is I'm the one to blame Drifting away (drifting away) Tracing the pattern slowly Losing track of days (losing track of days) I can feel it, it's weighing down on me ♪ Weigh me down Nothing to lose Nothing to hold on too Nothing to put my faith into To see me through If I ever had a choice in this I would not be so consumed with Disdain Myself and my selfish ways Left to reflect on the choices that Made me this way In vain Over and over again Forced to accept that my outcome will always be the same Despite all my efforts I'm not getting better There's something wrong with me Crushed by the weight of regret The fear that I have come undone Left to reflect (left to reflect) Through my neglect (through my neglect) I've let myself become Entombed in the silence Entombed Entombed in the silence