Fucking up the chances you've been giving me Gunning down my best friends reality What is this all around me? I can't control myself this way Don't you feel the sickness? Don't you know I feel the same? Reason, I gotta find some reason I gotta find some reason I gotta find my own way Falling, I just keep on falling I just keep on falling I gotta find my own fuckin' way I do not seem to have control over my emotions Can't you see? I'm not the man you took me for Remember why? It's just another fantasy Don't you try... and steal it all away from me Welcome to my nightmare, oh it's gonna be fuckin' fun You just show the world it bothers you and you get yourself a gun There's no turning back No more hiding No more running Only the chance to free yourself Why, oh why... would you try to save me? I, I lied I tried to be you