I'm done seeking perfection
Done seeking acceptance
You was my first love I been putting you second
I been actin so reckless
I been feeling so small
I been lettin you trip
And I been watching you fall
I been picking you up
To throw you against the wall
It's nothing you wouldn't give
And I been taking it all
I been taking the blame
I been taking the fall
I'm sending the replies
And I been making the calls
They saying I'm a boss now
What that mean to you
The way that they picture me
Is just a meme to you
You know the real me
Changed so much you know I'm still me
Stabbed you in the back you should've killed me
Still let me live tho
Still let me move with a smile
Know I deal with the pain like a child
Might scream, might yell, might act a lil wild
Puttin on a show without a crowd
I cannot hold on
Im tryna grow through it
I couldn't get around it
I had to go through it
I took the bait dawg
Couldn't say no it
Hole in my lip now
Skinned on a plate now
Use to talk bout everything
Can't communicate now
I'm tryna be great now
Tested my patience
I learned to wait now
Sometimes a breakthrough starts with a breakdown
I wouldn't lie to you
Maybe in past times
Shit I just lied again
Hope it's the last time
Not like the last time
Not like the first time
I had to fake smile
That was the worst times
I been through bad days
You been through worst times
What's a Miami fling
I done did worse crimes
I done hid worse shit
Wasn't ya first pick
Wasn't ya first choice
I had to work for it
Already had baggage
I brought a purse for it
You lost yaself in me
I helped you search for it
I tried to water yo seeds
Went through earth for it
I built bridges, gave hooks and a verse for it
When Mr. Perfect take his mask off
And it's all said and done
Will you stay or will you run
Will you stay or will you run
When Mr. Perfect take his mask off
And it all get exposed
Will you stay or will you go
Will you stay or will you go