Packed up all my burdens packed up all my shame
Put a pen to pad and channeled all my pain
Traveled through my past to find a way to change and
Put it on a track just so you relate
To the steps that I'm taking the moves that I'm making
The battles that I've faced and roads that I've paved
For the growth that I owe to the days that I
Froze tryin' to face but I opened my soul to her grace
I opened my mind to the way that she spoke
To my space and it gave me perspective
On things that I need to embrace
Like real love, like real trust
Like real friends who aint playing us
Ain't really that strange we ain't stay in touch
Glad I found out you was fake as fuxk
But I'm off that topic, really been done with the nonsense
Im just tryin' to be honest
Tryna' be a little more conscious
Man I been hurt, man I been played
Testing my worth man I really been snaked
Sitting in the dirt right next to the grave
But I put in that work and I found my faith
Cause I been in my feelings
Really I feel like I'm closer to God
I feel like I'm floating I'm over the top
I feel like I'm over I'm over these ops
Cause I been in my feelings
Really I feel like I'm closer to God
I feel like I'm floating I'm over the top
I feel like I'm over, I'm over these ops
In my feelings in my woes
I been really feeling like I need to be alone
In my feelings in my woes
I been really feeling like I need to be alone
I been on my grind I'm trying to get in a zone
Looking for that shine but I been in a mode
Oh how that same story unfold
Yeah that same story won't change for me
This game for me gets old
And when that beat drop I can hit it like a bar spitter
I'm doing everything I gotta be on the top
Pushing the limits I never stop and consider the
Repercussions coming with what I want
I'll be okay, me and my mic
I'll be on stage under the lights
Am I on my way if I push you away
If I don't open up, will I be alright
Is this real life
My girl she hit me up on the phone
Told me how she feels so alone
Asked me why I'm never at home
And this is my life
I don't wanna tell her that I'm so afraid to be a failure
And I always had issues with being more introverted
When it comes to that real talk so I shut down
And I always had problems discussing my woes
Cause I feel soft, till I touch down, back to life,
But even then its only in the words that I been writing
Only in the verses that I'm working do I feel like
I'm a person and a version of myself that I can like
Cause I been
Cause I been in my feelings
Really I feel like I'm closer to God
I feel like I'm floating I'm over the top
I feel like I'm over I'm over these ops
Cause I been in my feelings
Really I feel like I'm closer to God
I feel like I'm floating I'm over the top
I feel like I'm over, I'm over these ops
In my feelings in my woes
I been really feeling like I need to be alone
In my feelings in my woes
I been really feeling like I need to be alone