Outside the image I've made I've turned to ashes There's so much you've lost yet gained You can't look past it Now you don't know me I've been coughing up blood I've been yelling for weeks To an empty room I just need some sleep You're mind keeps on racing Should you admit defeat You just need some sleep I've been turning my back on everyone I can't tell if things are finished or have just begun I owe it all to you I'm washed out And I owe it all to you I'm not leaving you like I left everything Can't write the words that save my life Drown me with my failed attempts Leave me swimming in regret I'm swimming in regret I've been turning my back on everyone I can't tell if thing are finished or have just begun I owe it all to you I'm washed out Drowning me with my failed attempts I'm washed out I can't write the words to save my life I owe it all to you I'm searching for the flame that started this forest fire When this song is over I'll just fade away.