Lord knows I can't sleep But I've got makeup and caffeine as my disguise I can cover what I'm thinking And how much I've been drinking with my eyes I've got a twenty in my boots I've got Bleach on my roots and that's alright I just hate being lonely 'Cause it's the only thing that I can't hide Wish I could bottle up this hurt and put It deep down in my purse next to my flask Sweep it underneath the rug or let it rest in pieces of my sordid past But you can see this heartache shine Just like a neon sign lights up the night But I can't be lonely, cause it's the only thing that I can't hide I leave a trail of pain like a cat 5 hurricane headed south Breaking hearts like it's a habit With a bottle like a magnet to my mouth So you'll be the first to know When he's left me all alone and I'm a mess 'Cause I'm the last one to go home And the first one to admit that I'm a wreck Wish I could bottle up this hurt and put It deep down in my purse next to my flask Sweep it underneath the rug or let it rest in pieces of my sordid past But you can see this heartache shine Just like a neon sign lights up the night But I can't be lonely, cause it's the only thing that I can't hide You can see this heartache shine Just like a neon sign lights up the night But I can't be lonely, cause it's the only thing that I can't hide