It's happening so fast, how do I make this last Do I even want it? Do I want it? Cause if I can't be what I want, like a ship without a dock I'd rather be sinking instead of just floating I'm never gunna be, never gunna be You're never gunna see, never gunna see Cause I don't want my whole life confined to a single word I wanna live a life I love I want silence from above Can I even have it? Can I have it? Cause if all death meant was that we get to start again Would you slow down the pace Or would you speed up to face your fate I'm never gunna be, never gunna be You're never gunna see, never gunna see Cause I don't want my whole life confined to a single word The thought of all of this leaves me so overwhelmed When there's no one left to hate, we learn to hate ourselves I do the things I fear the most Cause I'm afraid I'll lose control I've never felt alive I'm trying to... I'm to inside... I'm never gunna be, never gunna be You're never gunna see, never gunna see Cause I don't want my whole life confined to a single... I'm never gunna be, never gunna be You're never gunna see, never gunna see Cause I don't want my whole life confined to a single word