What it means to be 17 and hopeless I know this all comes to an end ♪ Spending nights trapped inside of my head Lie awake in this bed ♪ And I can't work this out Why I feel worthless now And I've been breaking down This silent sound surrounds me Everybody changes I just stay the same as I was I'm losing patience And I wanted to tell you everything Oh, I wanted to tell you everything I am But not tonight ♪ But not tonight ♪ 'Cause I'm not happy and I can't sleep I haven't left my house in weeks And I can't bear to stay awake Most nights, I barely stay awake And I feel so lost on the outside With all these fears inside my mind I know I'm running out of time And I can't work this out Why I feel worthless now And I've been breaking down This silent sound surrounds me Everybody changes I just stay the same as I was I'm losing patience And I wanted to tell you everything Oh, I wanted to tell you everything I am But not tonight ♪ But not tonight