She said I'm not pointing fingers And he said yes you are Cause you wouldn't bring it up if you weren't If I told you I'd be walking Out in the dark night thinking Would you take as truth this alcoholics word I can't change what's done is done But I can tell you this Not a day goes by that I don't curses my self and all my sins And I need you to hold on to while this part of me is dying Though I haven't kicked the demons that haunt me I'm trying, I'm trying She sat down on the floor And said I wish I was stronger Right now I feel fragile as glass I want to believe you Believe what held you has freed you And I hate these doubt that keep on coming back My parents think I'm crazy for staying here this long But there's nothing more I want for us Than to prove to them they wrong I don't want to be afraid I don't want to think you lying Thought i haven't found the faith yet that I need I'm trying oh I'm trying He asked do you want me to leave Cause if you do You know I will But she said Much to his disbelief No I love you still He said I don't know why I've been the fool But I can't tell you this Not and days goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins Than he dropped down to his knees By now they both were crying Said I haven't been the man I want to be But I'm trying, oh I'm trying I'm trying Oh Lord I'm trying