I tear myself to pieces, I swear I didn't mean it It takes 12 steps Do you lie awake at night Wishing I was still alive When you fall asleep tonight Know that you'll remember me Nothing but the poison in my veins I bottle it up, like I've given up Id rather feel numb, than nothing at all I try to rise, but always seem to crawl I tear myself to pieces, I swear I didn't mean it Why do all my vices get the best of me The voices in my head always test me when I'm clean You'll never change me, I'm far from the evergreen Do you lie awake at night Wishing I was still alive When you fall asleep tonight Know that you'll remember me, Remember me.