Darling, my frustration is killing me,
Strangling my thoughts,
Blurring eyes, Fake realities,
Broken ties,
Now align, you left me on my own!
Welcome!
To my story of doubt,
There's some demons in my head and I cannot escape them
Listen,
Please listen close,
Her love is a curse,
The one that draws me in,
Temptation of sin!
I am caged,
In her eyes,
Caught in my own web of self-doubt,
No I can't get out.
I feel so much hate!
Her lies buried me alive,
The reaper hears my cries
I feel so much hate,
I can still taste her skin,
If only she could let me in.
This is a message for the broken,
This is a stand for all those denied,
This is our chance to rebuild,
You won't take my life.
Can you see the monster I've become?
I've been so fixated on my self doubt,
Angels and the devils are calling me out,
Putting me to shame,
They know what I've become,
Another hollow vessel with another hollow name.
I am not okay!
This habit needs to break.
I feel so much hate!
Her lies buried me alive,
The reaper hears my cries!
I feel so much hate,
I can taste her skin,
If only you would let me in!
This is a message for the broken,
This is a stand for those denied,
This is our chance to rebuild,
You won't take my life!I ache,
I break,
With every step I take,
I'm falling back again.