Poisoned within to cope with each day To tell you the truth there's no other way Agoraphobic and paranoid No longer in charge of my very own soil Nowhere to go, nowhere to run Losing my soul - what have I become? Scared to hell by the world outside Friend of foe from you I can't hide Aware of their presence lurking in the dark Life as I knew it now torn wide apart Living in terror for "the big parade" Life has turned into this masquerade Shivering, trembling, set me free From these chains of anxiety