I've got some tough skin That seems to sneak underneath me And creep up to my head Where it decides to reside And control my fucking mind All while I'm vulnerable I overthink and when I overthink I lose some sleep And when I lose some sleep I get so fucking sick of everything And everyone so just leave me alone I can handle of this on my own You all doubt me when I need you now So just sit back, listen, let me show you how But what's the fucking point? I won't it go I can't just wash away the memories of What I was or who I am meant to be Are you listening? I brought this on myself No one's fault but mine Kick me while I'm down Leave me while I drown in my own blood Aid lives in a ghost town Who am I to decide for myself When everyone else needs help So I give in to all my selfless ways Despite how much I can take Always afraid I'm to die alone Reminiscing the past as a milestone Falling victim to things that I should've known When will it be my turn to Be the one that you turn to Or would that just be the beginning of the end? What am I fighting for? What am I fighting for? What am I fighting for? What am I fighting for? So when grave danger is near Brace yourself for the impact GO! Who am I to decide for myself When everyone else needs help So I give in to all my selfless ways Despite how much I can take Who are you to decide for myself When everyone else needs help So I give in to all my selfless ways Despite how much I can take This is not healthy I can't keep, keep living this way I have no, no other choice Well I will preserver I will conquer I am sincerely yours