Fuck any ex that broke my heart and made me feel like
I wasn't good enough or that I never appealed, like
There she goes picking flowers off our field
Love will kill you blindly and you know that shit is real
Thoughts I had inside me, I was caught up in a blessing
Carved with a knife scarred, I saw the messages they texting
Love is like a drug, I was drugged up, deceiving me
I never thought that bitch would cheat on me
Fuck any text I ever sent that wasn't necessary
Should have loved myself, everything else secondary
Even got engaged once, knew we wouldn't marry
Gave yall valentine's every day, fuck a February
And shit is scary, how its aching and it hurts
I did everything I really tried to make it work
There comes a point in time where you just owe it to yourself
Thanks for showing me how to never trust a girl again
I gave you my heart, but you just take away
Everything that we are, and nothing feels the same
You're leaving me scarred until the end of days
Is this how we fall? I'm so sick of it all
Fuck every time they said I was
Overprotective, over possessive
Overcontrolling just cuz I'm over selective
Of course I give a fuck bout who she talk to
Cuz who she talk to, is how we talked too
I remember one told me they were old friends (Shit)
But I didn't know old friends would hold hands? (Soon as we split)
And yet I was overthinking?
It's funny how they shoot the gun and then they play the victim
And that just goes to show for every moment I predicted
The type of shit I get for thinking bigger than my dick did
Love is like a drug, and I swear I was addicted
If I ever fucking loved you that's a privilege not a given
And every girl I ever had... I had to leave
Says a lot when in fact they all were coming back to me
And not the other way around nah, so tell me when you speak
Hope you're telling all your friends the bad shit you did to me ay
Aaaaaahhhhhhh...
I gave you my heart, but you just take away
Everything that we are, and nothing feels the same
You're leaving me scarred until the end of days
Is this how we fall? I'm so sick of it all