God loves a trier Pain is the thing I acquire Mental desire Can't someone make it end? Fanning the fire Watching the flames burn higher I'm not a liar But they don't understand Y-T-I-N-A-S-N-I ♪ Where is the meaning? When will you choke on your screaming? Why does this feeling Never, ever stop? Do I have choices? Talking with you, but without voices Tearing up noises But I'll never give up ♪ E-D-I-C-I-U-S You were once my dearest friend S-U-I-C-I-D-E I guess you weren't meant for me Am I in pieces tumbling down? Wish that you could save me now It's a disease 'cause I don't know how To see what's wrong or right way around Thinking in reverse, thoughts are too loud Where does it end, now I'm starting to doubt? Bruises are purple and everything is loud So sick and tired I can't even shout