I don't lose sleep Knowing you would die if you lose me I been in the back like "who's he?" Dream chaser living lucidly Nowadays I been trying to do what's true to me Nowadays I'm not who I used to be Nowadays shit's unraveling and loosening Nowadays I've been trying to get into something Feel like someone went in my brain and removed something Nowadays I been hoping that you're choosing me Nowadays I been looking for a boost to breathe Inhaler Trying to give second chances, no failures I know what it's like For no one to take a chance on you Old friends first ones to flex bands on you Whole time trying to celebrate expansion with you They show off the shit you wish you'd get your hands onto And there's traps on the track that you ran onto Demons everywhere waiting to grab onto you It's so hard to run when they clamp on you You're one with the wall that your back's on too Niggas wanna say they know you Old you Tell them that shit ain't the whole truth No truth Told my demons they can't hold me Hold you I been lookin for myself in my old shoes Play it back one time Pro tools Flashbacks off the gas No joules Down bad on my ass No juice I been dreaming bout my past Old blues I don't lose sleep Knowing you would die if you lose me I been in the back like "who's he?" Dream chaser living lucidly I got to keep it a hundred always got blues with me Niggas been fronting yeah they been losing me Life been beating my ass yeah it's abusing me But I won't take no shit no using me Nowadays I been trying to do what's true to me Nowadays I'm not who I used to be Nowadays shit's unraveling and loosening Nowadays I've been trying to get into something Feel like someone went in my brain and removed something Nowadays I been hoping that you're choosing me Nowadays I been looking for a boost to breathe Inhaler Trying to give second chances, no failures Never wanted you to see me like this Never thought that you would need me like this Never needed you to please me like this Never know if I'm really like this Love's never been easy like this Friends never been easy like this Life's still not pleasing like this Cause I bet I'll always be me like this Bet I'll always be me like this Bet I'll always be me like this Bet I'll always be me like this Bet I'll always be me like this I'll be me for life I'll be me for life I'll be me for life I'll be me for life