I do everything that I can to make my life outstanding Somebody please tell me what aging does Cause I don't understand it I live it up so much these pity parties leave me barely standing I'm throwing a god damn rager but I can't say that I planned it You're invited So get excited We're going on a fucking ride and I'm the pilot I've never been this low before, I'm so delighted Then again, I guess it does look like I've been inside it Damn Well at least you get to see me fight it I can't hold back this time I know it's been decided I used to scrap with it in private But recently something's been ignited So watch it blow up, blow up, blow up, blow up Blow up, blow up, blow up, blow up Blow up, blow up, blow up, blow up Blow up, blow up, blow up, blow up Blow up, blow up, blow up, blow up Blow up, blow up, blow up, blow up Blow up, blow up, blow up, blow up Hey, hey, hey who brought balloons I watch them blow and stand right in front of the boom Can't hear a thing or see a thing inside the room You shouldn't have I still gotta change the tune I light it up again and get higher off of the fumes Cause recently I been stuck inside a cocoon I'm sick and tired of being a damn recluse Let's make this party hotter than a jacket in June It could be my last before I end up in a tomb I do everything that I can to make my life outstanding Somebody please tell me what aging does Cause I don't understand it I live it up so much these pity parties leave me barely standing I'm throwing a god damn rager but I can't say that I planned it I've waited 21 chapters and the story still ain't started yet An overgrown bastard with weight on his stomach and chest And nobody can see him through the pain that he endured in silence If you had been through what he'd seen you'd understand why just he's violent It reads like the origin story of villains before So you can tell he ain't a good guy Got plenty of people on his side But still can't seem to get right It's his life, but the reins taken All gray skies and blank faces Hell around him it's the landscape and Just waking up has gotten pain staking He, been putting the sounds in the speakers I, seen him wit a couple of creatures They, been cheering him on in the bleachers We, get along with the actions he take And the look on his face When he drowns in his pain Is the same as whenever he's out in the rain You can tell that he's cold And he's going insane But he won't do a thing Expecting a change He's panhandling Tried to warn you the man's damaging He'll give you what you need when you need it Just to keep from vanishing Yeah He wants the world to know his title But he can't do it he's suicidal Every day is a new arrival A new demon, he's their disciple