It feel like summer outside on a cold day Everything backwards I'm just trying to live life on my Coldplay But I keep seeing the black birds Vultures fly around my circle You see the decay-ay-ay Rotting away-ay-ay Rotting away-ay-ay Rotting away-ay-ay Standing in the Middle, of the field Where nothing's real You can see inside my mind It's all revealed Middle, of the field Without a shield Bombs dropping everywhere My fate is sealed Middle, of the field Where nothing's real You can see inside my mind It's all revealed I've been drug through the mud There's no appeal I've been damaged to the core I can't be healed Niggas scary, scared of me Bitches scary they be mean, yeah Think that you see me but you get more than what you see, yeah Okay like this might be my life but ain't the life that's meant for me Rival schools, I been fighting since like elementary, yeah I been through Trials And tribulations Still can't consider my time wasted When's my come up, huh I'm impatient, yeah I been stressed out, huh Need a face lift Still can't be, complacent Fucked my life up, I need to face it I been worn out, I been aged Heart been torn out, I can't chase it Lost my soul too, I can't race it I misplaced it, ain't no way to rephrase it I wear my heart on my sleeve They defaced it I show what it means to me Can't replace it It feel like summer outside on a cold day Everything backwards I'm just trying to live life on my Coldplay But I keep seeing the black birds Vultures fly around my circle You see the decay-ay-ay Rotting away-ay-ay Rotting away-ay-ay Rotting away-ay-ay Standing in the Middle, of the field Where nothing's real You can see inside my mind It's all revealed Middle, of the field Without a shield Bombs dropping everywhere My fate is sealed Middle, of the field Where nothing's real You can see inside my mind It's all revealed I've been drug through the mud There's no appeal I've been damaged to the core I can't be healed