I'm lost in myself no one save me If you don't love me then tell me why you hate me I'm so used to pain ice cold what it made me Am I still alive? Maybe I wasn't trying to do no harm But it's like I died in your arms And I'll be okay But at least I'll have to live with these scars Every day is looking like a bad one Fuck around, chill at my house, smoke a fat blunt She ain't know she need a real nigga til she had one Ain't nobody hold me down til they had to Niggas talking down on me they can't match up My life full of problems and I'm still playing catch up I let the weight get to me, cause it stacked up Mad cause I got up out my bag like the cat does I'm lost in myself no one save me If you don't love me then tell me why you hate me I'm so used to pain ice cold what it made me Am I still alive? Maybe I wasn't trying to do no harm But it's like I died in your arms And I'll be okay But at least I'll have to live with these scars Dead tired I'm on a wire And I'm ready to fall from higher Thrill my desire I'm flattening like a tire It's getting dire I feel like I'm on a timer My head's on fire I need a heart container I'm on the verge I'm bout to meet my maker Trying to stay alive for a while But I'm still just trying to do that later I'm lost in myself no one save me If you don't love me then tell me why you hate me I'm so used to pain ice cold what it made me Am I still alive? Maybe I wasn't trying to do no harm But it's like I died in your arms And I'll be okay But at least I'll have to live with these scars