And I could have turned
Out, so much differently
And I can not, be
Who I was born to be
But one day you'll see
Addiction can't set you free
I won't be bled dry by addiction
This whole experience
Has left such a bitter taste in my mouth
So pull me off of the roadside
I swear
I swear it's suicide
I'm spinning in constant disbelief,
Trying to trick myself
Just to fall asleep
(Subconsciously
I refuse to dream)
Cause when I close my eyes
The wrong images come to life
I've got to believe
I've got to believe
That there's more to me
My whole life has been a setback
The straw that broke the camel's back
There's got to be
There's got to be
More fight left in me
I'm spinning in constant disbelief,
Trying to trick myself
Just to fall asleep
(Subconsciously
I refuse to dream)
Cause when I close my eyes
The wrong images come to life
I've got to believe
I've got to believe
That there's more to me
I'm worth more
Than a bargaining chip
I've bled
More for you than a busted lip