I wonder where the darkness goes when it shines Couple battles that be goin' on in my mind I'm searchin' for the peace but oh no I can't find Devil lookin' at me smilin' wit' his arms out wide I wonder where the darkness goes when it shines Couple battles that be goin' on in my mind I'm searchin' for the peace but oh no I can't find Devil lookin' at me smilin' wit' his arms out wide The pain is comin' closer I'm tryna burn it down like I forgot about the toaster They comin' for me now, that's why my gun up off my holster And most of days I be gettin' older Twenty Five comin' at me like it's got a motor I guess I'm gettin' wiser like I'm Odin But I don't wanna owe them nothin' I don't wanna slow dance or hold hands or lovin' I tried a shot at romance, a hole in my stomach From the bullet wound, never saw it comin' That shit for the birds like a puffin So end it there You don't have to lend an ear Vincent Van Gogh, you wanna send it here No stop please, don't interfere On my Alex Supertramp, I'm leavin' this shit That's my only mission, blow up for a little But solvin' that is harda than a riddle This rap game is opposite of civil Everybody think they gods Song flops, then facade start comin' off It ain't easy, bro this shit is hard Tryna smile even though I'm strugglin' a lot You think it's only makin' one damn song No, this shit is not There's more than that, but I don't wanna bore you It's like growin' little seeds in some shitty soil Tryna turn it to a tree Wit' no water, only oil It's almost as impossible as coppin' Rita Ora I wonder where the darkness goes when it shines Couple battles that be goin' on in my mind I'm searchin' for the peace but oh no I can't find Devil lookin' at me smilin' wit' his arms out wide I wonder where the darkness goes when it shines Couple battles that be goin' on in my mind I'm searchin' for the peace but oh no I can't find Devil lookin' at me smilin' wit' his arms out wide