Yeah
This my life
This my life in its current state
It's the battle
We gon' keep fightin'
I been kicked down so many times
I think it's time to get up
I done had my heart broken
But still, tryna find love
People laughin' at my dreams
But I don't notice it much
It's just me myself and me
They finally noticin' us
And I'm back up in the race wit' the blinders on
Rollin' on my plane but the pilot gone
Problems always pilin' on
I say fuck it let 'em flow through
Just so they can notice what I go through
Livin' through my socials
All they see is happy
They don't see the pain
They don't see monotony where every day the same
They don't see the chains 'round my heart and my brain
They just wanna see you on the charts with the fame
But it ain't that
Road is gettin' rocky no A$AP
All I got's my dream and imma chase that
Do it 'til my hair turnin' grey-black
I'm workin' hard
I ain't gonna lay back
I ain't satisfied 'til the crib lookin' like Great Gats'
Serve it like I'm Shake Shack
That the way I do it
Feet never planted but somehow I always grew it
They never thought I'd make it
But somehow I always knew it
Always took some chances
But you know I often blew it
So let's journey on
Feel like Bron Bron puttin' the jersey on
I swear to god that nothings gonna hurt me, mom
Yea
I swear to god that nothings gonna hurt me mom
I made it this far
I don't plan on turnin' back
You lost trust wit' me
You ain't gonna earn it back
I met a girl that I thought was the one
Then when things got hard
She decided to run
Back to where she was from
And my heart was in love
But my brain was like fuck it
Man, enough is enough
There's a million other girls
You gon' find someone for you
Don't waste your time with someone that's unloyal
Things was special
I can't even doubt it
I lost you
But, I think I got myself back
Feelings always for you
I can't even help that
I wished you the best
And I really hope you felt that
I gotta close the door
Adiós I'm out that
New chapter, new book, and new soundtrack
Yea
This that twenty-twenty give and go
Pass it to myself
Two dribbles now I'm getting close
Yea
I don't wanna stop it
Only way I'm crash and burnin'
Is a Kamikaze
Hold my own fate
'Til I walk the stairs and seein' those gates
Tryna make a killin' be a closed case
Free and livin' OJ
Freer than the old days
Travel 'round the world and see the whole place
I ain't missin' no states
Grand Canyon to Miami Beach
Tryna make it from the fuckin' basement to a grammy speech
Yea
I hope that's when the people relate
I just give you every part of me
Defeat and great
I'm just tryna fuckin' eat but they be sayin' some grace
That's just teachin' me patience
No more 'round the room pacin'
Bettin' all my money on this but I lose it like Vegas
Happen on every occasion
I can't take a vacation
Cause I want this shit soon
Just a kid going crazy
Born in middle of June
I just know they gon' pay me
From rap and rhythm and blues
All this comin' from my pain that I deliver to you
Yeah
All this comin' from my pain that I deliver to you
Yeah
Just know life gon' have it's ups and downs
Some good, some bad
But no matter how bad it gets
Just remember
We gon' make it