You know I try too hard to design myself
And I cannot spend a long time with myself
I wonder what the gain is
What will my time bring?
What can I do for the rest of the time being?
Why can I feel my health declining?
Another dollar bill in my bank is wiring
Walk in my shoes and a mile is tiring
But fuck it I chose myself for the time being
Wonder what the game will bring
Wouldn't mind it
None of the fame will ever mind me
None of my chains will ever defy me
But one chain to the game
All I need around me
You know I try too hard to design myself
And I cannot spend a long time with myself
I wonder what the gain is
What will my time bring?
What can I do for the rest of the time being?
Hit the ground so hard I fell
Right through the earth
And down to hell
But I've been through all this before
Gotta make it to the top even if I'm in a hole
Lately i've been feeling all alone in the cold
It's kinda crazy I can see myself from above
Just shake it off
Shake it off and stick with the moment
Zip right through time
Night turn to morning
I haven't been myself and it's been a long ride
I'm thankful for the people who have been at my side
Anything other wise would in part break apart
Because anything in my way is doomed from the start
Yeah I know I'm full of myself
But in my mind every day is a gift so I might as well enjoy mine
Everyday I get it
Cannot ever say I didn't
Cuz the evidence is right here
Go and get it kicking right