I'm in a delirium You don't understand where I'm coming from All my leaders dead when you burry em Learning from the past always makes me numb I'm in a delirium You don't understand where I'm coming from All my leaders dead when you burry em Learning from the past always makes me numb Tone deaf when they looking at me Ain't it ironic how the senses deceive Always been this way since before I'm conceived Ain't ya native land ain't no way you naïve I got a laundry list of getting this dirt of me No it ain't third degree Thinking of hitting em like they Curtis see But give em a courtesy Knowing that I finally found my worth No you can't burden me Conscious been emerging see They call an emergency I could of sold the key Ain't no exposing me I'm giving all the tea Stirring me up and tell me turn the cheek Feel like eternity No more Detach from they courts And find your own course No matter the cost Remember what we endured Lord I'm in a delirium You don't understand where I'm coming from All my leaders dead when you burry em Learning from the past always makes me numb I'm in a delirium You don't understand where I'm coming from All my leaders dead when you burry em Learning from the past always makes me numb I know our starts aligning That's been our silver lining Trade in they gold for diamonds Them Gems that they were mining I know I play the game that ain't for me Used to think it was race it's just money I done played my fair share as they dummy Crashed off the course and now I hear MJ All I want to say is that they don't really care about us Bout us, bout us, bout us yeah Drag us through the mud but the pain made us stronger now what Now what, now what, now what yeah I'm in a delirium You don't understand where I'm coming from All my leaders dead when you burry em Learning from the past always makes me numb