My friends think they know me (know me)
They're used to the old me
In this big town, I'm still lonely
Sometimes I wanna burn it down
But there would be nobody left to hold me
What if I scream at the top of my lungs?
Acted like I had a gun?
Maybe then the world would notice that I'm not ok?
I'm so fuckin' sick of people acting like they see no evil
If it ain't their kinda problem, they just look away
'Cause they can't relate
Emotional novocaine
Like painting on a smiley face
On a bunch of mannequins
Wanna share my mental, but it's not that simple
'Cause they're gonna judge me
Even if they love me, love me, love me, mm, hm
Just tryna have a good time, but I'm always the bad guy, yeah
I try to say that I'm fine
But I'm such a bad, bad liar
A bad liar
Losing sleep, losing me
Guess I'm just hooked on the feeling
Hella deep, need to breathe
Painting my thoughts on the ceiling
I've been thinking 'bout jumping off the deep end
I've been stuck inside the crib all weekend
Eyes red, man, I think I'm lowkey starting to see things
But I don't wanna see nobody but the weed man
'Cause they can't relate
Emotional novocaine
Like painting on a smiley face
On a bunch of mannequins
Wanna share my mental, but it's not that simple
'Cause they're gonna judge me
Even if they love me, love me, love me, mm, hm
Just tryna have a good time, but I'm always the bad guy, yeah
I try to say that I'm fine
But I'm such a bad, bad liar
A bad liar
Who could ever love a bad, a bad, bad liar?
Who could ever love a bad, a bad, a bad liar?
(Bad liar, bad liar)
Who could ever, ever love a bad liar? (bad liar, bad liar)
How could anybody ever love a bad liar?