I wish I
Could remain in the confines of my mind
In absolute control
So vivid are the images I craft in lucidity
They break through and contaminate
Cold sweats, My body shakes in reaction to what I've created
My concepts of our destruction
I've watched This world die over and over
Elated to see the cleansing each night
Erased, Only to be reborn in my waking life
In my dreams, I show my primal nature
Destructive, Animalistic desires
When I see the Sun
I filter my words, Hide the desire to watch you perish
I can't escape these thoughts, Theses memories you've ingrained
(In me)
Your actions, Your words endlessly poisoning
(I can't)
Accept the virus of mankind
Awake or not, Even in my dreams you all disgust me
I watch this world die over and over
I live for my concepts of our destruction
I watch this world die over and over
I live for my concepts of our destruction