And keep it
And keep it
You waltz with my mood on that train
I can't keep you out of my brain
Your laugh shapes the moon and the rain
I hate that you took the clouds from the sky
I hate that you kept sun in the sky, at night
Can't sleep, it's bright, can't sleep, it's bright
So don't ever call me again
I lied, I pretend
I only want to hear your voice my friend
It's dark, I hit send
Open my chest, dig my heart out
Plant a seed of doubt
All I think about
All my life's about
Pain is nothing
Your silence is something
I've never had a dream
I only care for what you need
And keep it
Wear it around your neck
The next person sucking your neck will see it
I'm not afraid of that anymore
Yes, you
When you were digging you got dirt in my eyes
That was just seconds before I saw you for the last time
Last time I ever got to look in your eyes
Last time I ever saw a future with you
What to do
I need you
I don't see anything
I don't feel anything
I don't have a future
You're everywhere that's why I can not go outside
I gave up hoping 'cuz it's dead don't be surprised
I didn't want you to know how much you've made me cry
A ghost is never really dead
I gave up before my poem was ever read
I regret everything I wish I said
I wasted too much thought on you
I wish I had never met you