The weekend is here so I'm letting loose Maybe my dorm bed will get some use There's some idiot who keeps texting me Left my phone home just stop checking on me Yeah, bro, you're an insect, bro She's a young wet hole Won't regret that snow Yeah sis, what they lace that with Gonna take that hit I'm so gone and sick Some guy kept on touching me, I was so drunk you see He refused to take no as valid answer He took me, gave me screaming 9 month cancer "Why, God, why?" I cried, "What?" replied my own attacker You couldn't just wait, you had to go You couldn't just let me let you know If you loved yourself the way I love you You'd look back, and feel ashamed, and regret you Never got his name so I never could turn him in I dropped out couldn't afford to keep learning then Tried to move home but my parents were hurting then Shacked up with a friend so future's a sure thing then What could a little wine do What could a little line do This baby, sis, has done nothing for you You couldn't just wait, you had to go You couldn't just let me let you know If you loved yourself the way I love you You'd look back, and feel ashamed, and regret you What a way to run a railroad Last thing I asked was Who'll take you home Now you're with child, so I bid you goodbye Why couldn't it at least been mine? My baby came out without a limb Poor immune system and heart rate limp I didn't know what to do I looked in the mirror, said Sick of you Took my car into the wrong lane If I drive fast we'll feel no pain Family of six could do nothing but scream Felt like forever now we all rest in peace Do you see how every light is dimming It turns out that all of them are winning They're all in college, so they are smarter Than me, I concede, down the pit they will get farther God barely met Mary I'm positive Wait for her to tell you what a mess you're in It's positive I have some friends who are in high places Every night my friends are all new faces I can't help how you feel when you first met The bottle must be worth all of your regrets