Marred
I struggle with God
He know me
Find God
I know he's here
Find God
I feel him here
I struggle with God
He know me
You dont understand
God lives in me
Don't understand
God lives in me
I love him and he loves me
You don't understand
God lives in me
You won't kill me
God will kill you back
When I die I'll be next to god bible tribal type to redact
React when I pray in tongues
God loves me more than you because we are one
I judge because he lets me
I am sludge and you're against me
I'm better than you cuz I'm dead
I'm better than you cuz I'm dead
I'm in heaven with god
I'm next to him I feel his body
Inside me
He climbs on me
He steals my eyes from me
So I don't cry when I see me
He makes me think things
He makes me see things
If I come or go its because of him
If he needs a hand cut off my limbs
He gave me life so I serve him
This the type of control that unnerves sin
You don't understand
God lives in me
Don't understand
God lives in me
I love him and he loves me
You don't understand
God lives in me
You won't kill me
You won't kill me
I ascended
I ascended
Take me down there
Take me down there
I ascended
I ascended
Sifting through all of these pages they're lost
Looking at all of my people they're lost
Your corpses are stone and they're covered in moss
Lick on your pain as you suck on my cost
Sifting through all of these pages they're lost
Looking at all of my people they're lost
Your corpses are stone and they're covered in moss
Lick on your pain as you suck on my cost
Yes I've always had faith
I've had faith in knowing that I am never safe
Holy wraith relays nothing but hate
Sad to state, but this what people love, this is why people ain't great
We can not change, and you know that you can't run
So show that phantom you know his holy ransom
Disown me, yes you're different from me
I don't care, only evil people can be unaccepting
Where'd you go
I been confused never thought he was Santa
Can only see Cristo from Copacabana
At least I got gifts from the one wearing red
Never got to eat the skin or the bread
I gave up on preachers they too quick to scowl
They clean their bellies with their "untainted" towel
I see you and you are no better than me
Give back what I get wont act reverently
My people are dead and their veins' in a braid
Pull on it you're worthless no need to display
That you'll reach your heaven there wont be god rays
Can't process what a trillion faces will say
I think there's a power up there
But I don't think that it can care
We can't understand why it created us
If there's Heaven it probably looks like space dust
Fight fare
I paid the price for camp of lice
Among the redwoods full of mites
And still the only victim of the bites
Despite the lights sleep facing right
My head just always feels too tight
The colors are always too bright
But I can see them in the night
When I was young I only prayed to stop the nightmares
But now these days I sleep impaired
Sleep paralysis a plague of locusts nearly every night
E.H.S. See fate bless my head with fear we can not fight
Got me so bad thought I had schizophrenia
Shadows approached for what felt like millennia
Whole body falls asleep except my open eyes
This is how it feels to cross my heart and hope to die
I'm in control for as far as I know
Don't have all the answers but made honor roll
I still feel compassion so I got a soul
I will just go for as long as I go
Raised in the stands and I still don't know what you do
Everyone sees me and nobody can see you
Just takes a book to be seen as nothing but truth
No one got faith in me but they got faith in you