Feels like I'm on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down, let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down, let you down
Man I feel like I'm falling
Trapped in the dark, when they ask I just say I'm fine
Head down on the desk, now my teachers stressed
But she don't need to know that I'm crying
School days used to pickup a pen write down my thoughts
Guess I'm not getting 9's
But the last time I felt this way didn't know what to say
And my mum calling I declined
Easier said than done, I thought you're the one
But I can't comprehend all the pain
All of the lies, the times that I cried
I guess I'm not surprised that we argued all day
I put the effort at times when I thought it was over
I guess I'm the only to blame
I wish we were at the same page but you had different thoughts
The connection we had what a shame
Feels like I'm on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down, let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down, let you down
The connection we had a shame
But I need a reality check and get her of my mind
It's time that I put all the shit in the past and chase money
It's time that I get on that grind
Like JBee I should've only put faith up in lizzy, cah true love is hard to find
I've said it one time and I'll say it again
Because all of the back and forths like a rewind, uh
It's like a rewind sometimes got me wishing that we were just friends
Now I'm putting my phone up on DND to chase money
I need me '2MS' like Nemzzz
This girl that's from Pari' on one line
She's texting me 'Je M'appelle' and she's moving like Benzz
This girl from España like 'Cómo Te Llamas'
I'm sorry for everything let's make amends
Feels like I'm on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down, let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down, let you down
Uh, I'm on the edge right now yeah
I'm doing everything I can yeah
Just to make sure you alright, and I know you love to fight
I'm always right, we don't need to be as tight yeah
I'm on the edge right now yeah
I'm doing everything I can yeah
Just to make sure you alright, and I know you love to fight
I'm always right, we don't need to be as tight yeah
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down, let you down
Now I know that It'll take a while
But take me back to the time when I called you my bae
I'm an over thinker, cant forgive yah, my phone is on DND all day
Talk is cheap, so I keep things quiet, might just ghost, I got nothing to say
My phone on airplane mode till I get things right but when will the pain go away