I'm only 18
And I feel like I'm dying
I'm getting sad too soon
I hope I make it coz I'm trying
Nowadays it's all about sex, like how could I give one fuck
If you want my heart, better give man love
My emotions limited, ran out of trust
Feelings and they locked up too, so therefore I'll never speak up
My heart cold and my blood come blue, so don't complain when I freeze on spot
I'm in the booth tryna heal my health
And the girls don't like when I be myself
So I said fuck that, they can hold that L
That's another bridge I had to go burn as well
I'm in the booth tryna heal my health
And the girls don't like when I be myself
So I said fuck that, they can hold that L
That's another bridge I had to go burn as well
Said I love you, do you love me back, like I just had a attack
Got feelings but I can't let them stack and the girl I want went and changed her plans
She said I'm too toxic for love, and she only wanna date with a man
But then end of the day, can't fake what we had
Memories were made, but we got set back
I've got your face all up in my snapchat, flash backs from a year ago
And oh how I wish how the times would change
But the time has changed I'm really reaching goals
Carry this weight all up on your shoulders, your gonna see that the struggle is shown
I'm doing music till the moon goes low and express how I feel to this microphone
Nowadays it's all about sex, like how could I give one fuck
If you want my heart, better give man love
My emotions limited, ran out of trust
Feelings and they locked up too, so therefore I'll never speak up
My heart cold and my blood come blue, so don't complain when I freeze on spot
I'm in the booth tryna heal my health
And the girls don't like when I be myself
So I said fuck that, they can hold that L
That's another bridge I had to go burn as well
I'm in the booth tryna heal my health
And the girls don't like when I be myself
So I said fuck that, they can hold that L
That's another bridge I had to go burn as well
Things will stay the same
Things will never change
Life will be a mess
In that life I became
Hopelessly on the low
Was doing what my brain
Tells me to do
Life I'm over you
Nowadays it's all about sex, like how could I give one fuck
If you want my heart, better give man love
My emotions limited, ran out of trust
Feelings and they locked up too, so therefore I'll never speak up
My heart cold and my blood come blue, so don't complain when I freeze on spot
I'm in the booth tryna heal my health
And the girls don't like when I be myself
So I said fuck that, they can hold that L
That's another bridge I had to go burn as well
I'm in the booth tryna heal my health
And the girls don't like when I be myself
So I said fuck that, they can hold that L
That's another bridge I had to go burn as well
I might be busy on the weekdays but on the weekends imma slide right through
I'm traumatised of different behaviour, I just don't know when she'll switch her mood
I got told my life is a story, different chapters and the fictions true
She told me not to worry bout next men, but the next men tryna be her boo
I'm stuck in my room and I over think things, I don't know why I'm overthinking
I don't care if you catch me simping, ride for my girl my dawg like Tintin
On the m-way close calls and misses, near death crash with my headlights blinking
Tryna keep my boat a float I'm fishing, Titanic how my ship be sinking
Nowadays it's all about sex, like how could I give one fuck
If you want my heart, better give man love
My emotions limited, ran out of trust
Feelings and they locked up too, so therefore I'll never speak up
My heart cold and my blood come blue, so don't complain when I freeze on spot
I'm in the booth tryna heal my health
And the girls don't like when I be myself
So I said fuck that, they can hold that L
That's another bridge I had to go burn as well
I'm in the booth tryna heal my health
And the girls don't like when I be myself
So I said fuck that, they can hold that L
That's another bridge I had to go burn as well
Things will stay the same
Things will never change
Life will be a mess
In that life I became
Hopelessly on the low
Was doing what my brain
Tells me to do
Life I'm over you