Never felt so lonely I
Never thought that it would go that far
That the dark inside would own me
Pulling me away from my own heart
Please don't touch my scars
Promise you won't touch my scars
Cus the beast behind those bars might just tear us both apart
No for real, did you think I'd quit?
Dreamt of this shit since a little kid
Almost did a bid, got rid of the coke
You know I hid that shit like a TV remote
Wanted my ID, then I misspoke
Gave 'em my debit card what a helluva show
From the balcony and even below
19 years old tryna get the snow
Sometimes you gotta run through the mud
Gotta get stuck before you know tough love
Moms still there tryna give me a hug
But I know I don't deserve it so I give her a shove
Then I get her back later when I'm back in a buzz
I know it ain't right but it's just because
I'm searching for relief then I'm hittin the club
To do it all again man I'm such a scrub
Stubborn as fuck tryna get back to it
Drinking til my body's filled up with these fluids
I was tryna party, pop some molly
Vroomin like a Harley
Fuck, I was probably not thinkin
Never felt so lonely I
Never thought that it would go that far
That the dark inside would own me
Pulling me away from my own heart
Please don't touch my scars
Promise you won't touch my scars
Cus the beast behind those bars might just tear us both apart
See I had a long day
So don't take this the wrong way
But I been blazin up on this herbal sippin Bombay
Got some time to concentrate
Now I think I got it straight
From the horses mouth
It was goin south
But now I'm on Pace
My dreams a mile away
I told em unda lay
We gon pour one out
For the ones that down
We gotta make a wave
For the underground
We the ones that's crowned
Don't care what them haters say
We gon bump this sound
Til the roof comes down
We gottaa make em pay
I been at it for minute got me feeling like an addict
Sayin ima get it let me kill all the static
Feelin like mike In a catalog cabin
Watch when they hop on the ol band wagon
This won't stop we just keep rappin
Off the top it's just like magic
This my spot hand me the trophy
Open up shop and let's get going
Never felt so lonely I
Never thought that it would go that far
That the dark inside would own me
Pulling me away from my own heart
Please don't touch my scars
Promise you won't touch my scars
Cus the beast behind those bars might just tear us both apart