I can see you looking, i know you want to ask
I bit my nails down to stumps when the nerves got too bad
Picked my scabs and chewed my cheeks and that explains my face
But i'll just smile and say i'm doing okay (okay, that's great)
"Tell them all about the time you almost necked it, Dane
When this whole shit show had you ready to call it a day"
I don't feel safe in my skin, oh you do?
I guess you're not as fucked as i am
I keep fighting but i know i'll never win
Don't look at me, look back at your fucking screens
Don't smile, why should we be happy? it honestly disgusts me
Let's take it back to the start, back where it all fell apart
I had no one but the dark and my barely beating heart
I started feeling like this, way back when i was a kid
I feel like shit
Since then i felt like this
A little fucked in the head, a little sick
Get back, now you've fucking done it, guess i submit
Pushed my buttons, made me sick to my stomach
I won't be missed
I keep my chin up and it exposes me to more hits
I stick my neck out and it only gets my throat slit
Don't look at me, look back at your fucking screens
Don't smile, why should we be happy? it honestly disgusts me
(I'm better now, I'm better now, six feet deep underground)
When i go don't shed a single tear
I'm better now that i've let it out
Lay me down in the dirt
I wrote this song to let you know,
I'm better now that i've got what i deserved
Fuck me