Lost in a constant war
Embedded to my core
Breed toxicity, driven by fear
Zone out, to zone in
On all the thoughts within
This is where the sabotage begins
Let's take a second to assess whats happened here
An un-dealt trauma to plague me now reappears
Bring forth an old identity to take control
As I am left to float in a black hole
Lack of trust and scared to be abandoned
Make a push and pull effect when things start getting suspect
Suffocating and anxious shaking
It's time to take back ownership of me
Repetition makes it stay the same
So don't repeat what you did yesterday
Become the predator not the prey
I know its hard when you feed negativity
Day by day it always stays the same
Ruminate to reinforce the pain
Day by day it always stays the same
Become aware as the issues pulled from the depths
Self sabotage
Push you all away
Move zones from the green to the red
Create the fight or flight response
Fire and wire
A program no longer useful to me
Will I ever break free?
Kill what doesn't serve you
Its time to bite the hand that feeds
Repetition makes it the same shit everyday
So don't repeat what you did yesterday
Become the predator not the prey
And I know its hard when you're trained to feed negativity
Day by day it always stays the same
Ruminate to reinforce the pain
Day by day it always stays the same
Become aware as the issues pulled from the depths
Self sabotage
Don't play the victim
You are in charge
Take back control