At my worst I chose to never look for you I'd lie Pathetic and broken Choices that I'll have to own Self-infliction The pain ingrained Brain to bone I'd rather die a coward's death Than hear your name on my breath Dead and down Never a sound You cast doubt Cast you out Strip me of my dignity A catalyst for what you need from me Predisposed to tragedy Burn the flesh of who I'm meant to be Cast your doubt Then I will cast you out I'll take this over the edge A choice I make as I descend to hell I'll never look for you Even at my lowest of lows The last thing I'll ever need Is you beside me Even at my worst I chose to Never look for you I'll cast you out