I'm up at four in the morning
Seems like I'm constantly zoning
I'm on the edge overthinking
Seems like I'm constantly singing
I'll carve your name into my skin
But it won't help, will it?
I don't know where I should begin
But it won't help, will it?
Suicide is how I wanna go out
But no evidence, you don't need to know how
I could try block it, but won't help
So I'll sleep 'til I numb the pain
12 hours, still feel the same
And I know I'm all to blame
I know it's all my fault, high walls, and full assault
I could take a-take a knife to my arm
Carve your name like letters in a tree
Scream your name while I waste and bleed
While I waste away, I got a place to stay
But it's not the same without you
Turning over in the bed in the morning
But it's not the same without you
Always in my head, all these moments tend to repeat
I can't fall asleep, I can't move on
I can't write a song without you in it
I'm up at four in the morning
Seems like I'm constantly zoning
I'm on the edge overthinking
Seems like I'm constantly singing
I'll carve your name into my skin
But it won't help, will it?
I don't know where I should begin
But it won't help, will it?
Spiraling again, I'll carve your name in my skin
I walk near the end, I'll carve your name in my skin
Spiraling again, I'll carve your name in my skin
I walk near the end, I'll carve your name in my skin
Spiraling again, I'll carve your name in my skin
I walk near the end, I'll carve your name in my skin
Spiraling again, I'll carve your name in my skin
I walk near the end, I'll carve your name in my skin
I'll carve your name in my skin, I'll carve-
You got me wrapped around your finger
I'd do anything for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Even cut off my own