I said I'm sorry bout' the noise I wish I could forget your voice It's like a Warsaw inside of my head And you don't go away I keep on having bad dreams I keep on thinking bad things And your eyes Gave me PTSD I can't get past what you did And I'm so terrified I can't even see you Cause' to you I'm see through I just wanna run from my problems But I'm to tired to even run at all I'm sick and tired you can't win that's why I'm taking a stand Used to admire her I wish that I could do it again But baby I can't Fuck me up in the head I talk to demons they talk back to me they think I'm they friend And your in the mix I know what it is I put my hands on the rim It's what it is I know it's hard to stay alive I take my drugs to stay alive You used to help me stay alive