"It's bigger than we thought" she said with no sincerity
Walking home briskly with the feeling of humility
And as I shut the door
Oh how I sobbed silently
So I wouldn't wake
The Gremlin that devious bastard inside of me
Taking his toll when I bought groceries
"Are you sure you're gonna need that?
What happens if you get too heavy?
Now you're fat, broke and living at home"
So I kept my wallet
Close to me
Buying things that I only need
Like bread and water
Maybe some dairy
And then I'd go home and
I'd die slowly
Hopefully it's an acrobatic pancreatic condition
Where it just dodges whatever I give it
And it wouldn't be my fault
And I wouldn't be to blame
I crave strength. Ironic. Can you give me a taste?
Your vision fades to black
You'll never see the past
Man in the mirror goes toe to toe and he'll
Slit my throat if I don't just listen
One of these days
I'll get out
I hate the mazes, the phases, the places
I've seen but never talked about
The Gremlin's at fault, locked himself in a vault
And I'm still searching for the combination
This body's his rental, he'll go suicidal
And move on when he's done with me
He'll move on when he's done with me
He'll move on when he's done with me
He'll move on when he's done with me
He'll move on when he's done with me