Don't wanna lose control Inside of me So I can't sleep I feel the hate rise up In me I'm free No memories Hate the only thing for real I've been dealt Fuck that spell Let that Evil keep stabbing me Help it hurts deep inside Don't want you to console Was fool enough To reach for love How bad I want you feel the way I do To make it true Wish we could get back to real Some say Hell Fuck her pal Leave your nightmares all behind Find yourself deep inside I try to stop in but I can't Like salt on an open wound Everything seems upside down Spinning Round and round After all the pain After all the times After everything we went through I think it's time to go I think it's time To let you go I hate the way you look at me I hate that how you loving me I hate your poking mockery I've left it all behind I'm free And now I'm free And now I'm free You see I'm free You see I'm