Decisions
Are we splitting up in two
Choice of division
I never visioned my life without you
On a mission
A mission to find a purpose to live
Keep your distance
Keep ur distance unless you got something to give
Listen they never listen at all
So we downing 1942 and Remy Martin
From balling in the hood to suiting up at the ball
From never doing drugs to sniffing coke in the stalls
And don't look down off the edge but i wanted to fall
I'm high in sky getting high on a high rise
And Modern Warfare can't help my Call of Duty to die
I'm not attracted to honest bitches I like a bitch who gon lie
YouSane a drug addict can't leave pills around he pop em
I'm YouSane xan race really no ones gonna stop him
Will my fans love me when I'm washed up all forgotten
Will I have respect from my kids when I'm miserable and rotten
I don't know I don't know got an endless list of problems
I don't know I don't know how to be a father with no father
Got a gang of rejects tryna hang around my posse
Don't ask me how much bodies I have I just want somebody
Decisions
Are we splitting up in two
Choice of division
I never visioned my life without you
Listen they never listen at all
Whenever I get behind the wheel I wanna crash the car
Suicides on my mind trapped in my thoughts
Therapist not helping I think I corrupted them
All the talking and the questions not really getting nowhere
I'm fueled my depression
This pill popping addiction
This lean codeine sipping
Poor nights ceiling dripping
Rain getting stronger by the minute
There's a weakness in my spirit
Funeral suit I'm finally fitted
Now I could pay my boy a visit
R.I.P A, man u know the business
Still pray I never make it in the system
Done way too much shit that I regretted
My homie on my arm and his legacy ain't finished
I'm writing this in blood with my homie fucking signature
And everyone day 1 when u make it they been listeners
But if I had day 1s on day 1 I wouldn't be fucked this way
And now I'm cold hearted public figure
I'm not a slave in this mind space than I must be a prisoner
If I ever cheat on my girl then it's me who's gon be forgiving her
Not a misogynist I just don't give a fuck bout bitches bruh
Probably why I'm single same reason I can't give a fuck
Decisions
Are we splitting up in two
Choice of division
I never visioned my life without you
Listen they never listen at all
Whenever I get behind the wheel I wanna crash the car
Suicides on my mind trapped in my thoughts
Therapist not helping I think I corrupted them
All the talking and the questions not really getting nowhere