I Couldn't feel your trauma
You close your eyes when you breathe out
Don't want to be alone, I'll stay the night
Come feel my heartbeat race, that's right
Put your hands in mine, we'll cry
One last time just you and I
Maybe the stars never aligned
Now close your eyes as you breath out
You wouldn't let me wipe your tears
I knew that meant our time was up
I had no home, slept in my car
Alone those nights, trying to make it out
Of all them years I spent, wish I didn't double down
Way back, I had a dream
In my XL Marilyn Monroe tee
I was young then, I was so naive
Thought everything I heard was as it seemed
I could fly then, to wherever I pleased
Whoever I wanted, I could be that
It was freedom, now I see that
Then I told you all my Secrets
And all you had to say was fall and I would jump off with you
They'll write us off as we ride off towards that sunset into
You know my torments, please don't expose them
Tell me your trauma, don't want to be nosy
Sorry if I hurt you, sorry about the bullshit
If I get the chance I plan to start it over
I Couldn't feel your trauma
You close your eyes when you breathe out
Don't want to be alone, I'll stay the night
Come feel my heartbeat race, that's right
Put your hands in mine, we'll cry
One last time just you and I
Maybe the stars never aligned
Now close your eyes as you breath out
You wouldn't let me wipe your tears
I knew that meant our time was up
I had no home, slept in my car
Alone those nights, trying to make it out
Of all them years I spent, wish I didn't double down
All those screenshots make me nauseous
All your friends say it was toxic
Filled your head with so much nonsense
Watch them pick your next few options
I'll be fine but if I'm honest
Next flight out of here I'm on it
Built our lives just to demolish
How'd shit get so complicated?
Slept all alone those nights, hurting and hating myself
Learn to turn things around
I'm Earning a brand new start
There's times I still miss you though
Someday it won't hurt so bad
All of the times we had
Never fall in love again