Stuck in an avatar the way that you play me, I'm more then a creature Watching the sky fall Isn't it lovely, then why am I lonely? Like citizen Kane we thought we had it all With no one to share it Going to movies all by myself, should I be embarrassed? Your on the road again, I'm stuck at home again, I wanna be out there Resentment is growing, feelings on hold, So tired of not knowing Is your heart pumping? Doesn't your blood work? Do you still feel me? Don't you feel bad that your tearing this apart? do you feel guilty? Yeah I do, always telling me about it Can you hear me do, you like fucking and forgetting Are you in the mood Think I care what your wearing? Can you help me out? All alone in the limo Overdose on these bars like ambience Imma need an ambelance or panoramic view of something adequate Yo ass turn things askew With tension in the room got me panicking, funny It used to be the squeaky wheel earn the oil Now the squealer in the slammer better find a click with loyalty And All y'all sport the same cut in the club But think yours the freshest makes you famous Shame on you, close minded ass ghastly scared to change These days A flat stuck in a major, predicament Why every fake say they the realist Then blow up my phone tell me my ghost writes geniuses? Board game with a Ouija, Napping after deep sleep I Tattoo a cheat sheet, pay a restaurant to reheat Direct electricity then static shocked me Got me Kicking down doors in the cryptogram kingdom And now I lay awake with cold sweats? Closing down distances between us? Blood work keeps coming back, positive I can't relax Blood work keeps coming back, positive I can't relax Pumped out through distances, there's distance between us Blood work keeps coming back, positive I can't relax Pumped out through distances, there's distance between us Blood work keeps coming back, positive I can't relax Pumped out through distances, there's distance between us Blood work keeps coming back, positive I can't relax Pumped out through distances, there's distance between us Blood work keeps coming back, positive I can't relax Pumped out through distances, there's distance between us